What is left?

so it all happened
and now it's all beginning.
i wonder,
or is it?


i changed my address.
so i may start afresh.
or does it work this way at all?


the closeness.
the nearness.


i am undeniably attracted to you
for superficial reasons i presume
i wasn't
in the first place


but now i feel so
each time i look at you, each time i stare at you and into
your cute little brown eyes
that sense of attachment
slowly but surely beginning to form


i could tell you
i love you
but deep down
i am unsure


i am insecure yes
do you love me too?


i see signs that tell otherwise
and your friends tell me too
but of course
i follow my heart
eventually


the passion in the car
i feel the heat
and all that warmth


and at the end of it all
when it all ends
when i walk out

simultaneously


after it all


tell me


What is left?